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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

sabOr jela yek...

erm...
pew yg ingin aq ckp kt sni...
aq nk cite r psl sorg mamat nie...
nk kata dh lme aq knal die...x jgk..kire2 myb dlm 2 3 bln je owt...
iktkn....dh lma kitaowg nie bkwn...
tp cme dlm fb jela...
aq x ingt sme de aq yg add die ataw die yg add aq...arghh...lntk la....
nk djadikan cite...
aq nie jnis rjin men''komen'' status mmber2 aq kt fb...
kdg yg aq knai2 cmto pon aq komen gak...tmasuk r mamat nie...
yg plg syoknyew...ble ''status'' die jek...aq slalu komen pnjg2...kire mcm aq ske bg nshtla kt die...time to mamat nie ngah LI...sapa die??....biarlah rahsia...blum smpai msenyew lg...
then..ble aq blik ptrajaya...aq rjin on9...kdg2 smpai pkul 2 3 pagi...ylh...mkck aq pkai wireless...so agk laju r line...
aq dlu rjin men gme kt fb nie...
kdg2 aq on chatbox at fb nie...rmai la jgk owg2 yg dok kaco aq tmasuk r die...
die plg rjin kco aq...n sntiasa temankn aq...
n kebetulan plk time to aq bru jek putus tunang...
so kire die hdir time aq ngh sdey2...
mula2 aq x bpe nk lyn sgtla...sbb mood sdey lg an...tp lme2...sbb die pndai mgusik...kitaowg jd rapat...
wlupon hnye di fb...blm face to face...tp kami mkin rapat....then smpai r 1 masa...
aq ajak jmpe...time to mama aq skit...de at hospital selayang...then die plk time to dok at titiwngsa..(skg dh pndh dok gombak)...so...otw aq nk ke selayang to...dr ptrajaya...aq snggh jap titiwngsa..(time to moto aq de lgi)...sje2 je nk jmpe die...n dpt gak la ''dating'' wlupon kejap...dpt pusing2 titiwngsa smbil cite psl diri msing2...then time mghrib dh msuk...die blik...aq g jmpe mama at hospital....sjak dr hr to...hbungan kami mkin rpt...aq pgl die syg...die pgl aq bby....kali kedua jmpe at time square...kali ketiga plk ktaowg g lpk at sg gabai...sbb time to aq bwk keta...then...1 hr to...nk kata gadoh pon x...nk kata bkn pon mcm ye....aq dh jnji nk jmpe die nie...tp bkn khndk aq...mama aq wat hal...so aq ckpla kat die mybe x jadik....so...die ckp ok...tp aq taw die marah n kcewa...sbb stiap msj aq die x lyn...n die update status die bnyi mcm mrh sgt2 at aq n kata mcm aq nk permain2kn die...tp aq dh bgtw...aq de fmily prob...ingt die fham...tp x pon...sjak dr kes to...smpai ke hari nie aq x jmpe die lg...msj pon kdg2 jek...dr syg bby jadi awk saya...so aq pon mls nk lyn sgt...sbb bkn kitaowg bkapel pon...die x pnh nk nyatakan pd smua sape aq pd diri die...aq nk pujuk x pndai...so, aq bg kata putus pada die...''awak,mgkin sy bkn yg tbek tok awk...so awk crlah yg lbey bek dr sy...n lps nie sy xnk bjnji pape lg dgn awk...maafkn sy...maafkn sy kcewakan awk...tp andai awk perlukn sy...crilah ye...sbb sy pnh bjnji...sy akn sntiasa dsisi awk wlu pe yg tjdi...sy x ksh jika awk nk mmbenci sy hnye ksilapan yg sy xnk wat...sy ttp akn jadi KAWAN awk...selamanye...''...so...mmg aq mmbawa diri smpai ke hari nie...kalo kdg2 die msj ckp rndu plbagai...aq ckp...''fokus pd study awk''...sy nie x pntg sgt pon...tp kdg2 ble ak on9 fb,aq akn prhatikan die gak...cme aq jrg nk bhubung dgn die...aq ttp dgn diri aq...skg nie die plk tcari2 aq...aq tnye die....die syg aq ke x??die kata die syg...tp sbnrnye...aq xtaw siapa aq dmatanye??dhatinye??...kawan je ke???or...skdr teman tp mesra jek...sbb kdg2 die pgl aq syg....hurmmm...nk kata aq sdey sgt2 mcm dlu ble aq kecewa dgn ex aq...xla...cme ylh...aq nk start sygkn die tkut aq kcewa...tp kalo x syg....npe aq mcm mghrpkn die??hurmm....aq keliru dgn hati aq nie...aq syg ke mamat nie??ataw die skadar tmpt aq mluahkn ksedihan...hurmm...hati aq nie dh tluka n lukanye amat dlm...smpai an ksih org pon aq skar nk trime....hurmmm....cmne yek??aq pon xtaw die cmne...ht aq cmne...n kisah kitaowg nie jdik pe la nnt yek...agk2la...aq prlu lpskn die ke??sbb...aq de  gk rse cmburu ble die smbg2 dgn gurl laen...ishh....cmne nie???....atoyai...sbar jela aq nie...huuu..^^

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